Sometimes I wake up in the middle of night with a jolt of
fright about moving to Zagreb. Then
after about 15 seconds, my faith calms me down a bit while my heart still
races. I think to myself, how can I be so sure about this direction that we are
about to take? In truth it’s hard to
find the answers, but I came across something that aligned my tracks
again. It comes from the book, “Into the
Wild” by John Krakauer. It’s a letter that Christopher McCandless in his mid
20’s wrote to his older friend Ron before Chris’s big adventure into Alaska.
Ron,
I really enjoy all the help you have
given me and the times we spent together. I hope that you will not be too
depressed by our parting. It may be a very long time before we see each other
again. But providing that I get through this Alaskan Deal in one piece you will
be hearing from me again in the future. I'd like to repeat the advice I gave
you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle
and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of
doing or been to hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy
circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation
because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and
conservatism, all of which may appear to give one piece of mind, but in reality
nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure
future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for
adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and
hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for
each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life,
Ron, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a
helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But
once you become accustomed to this scheme of life you will see its full meaning
and its incredible beauty. And so, Ron, in short, get out of Salton City and
hit the Road. I guarantee you will be very glad you did. But I fear that you
will ignore my advice. You think I am stubborn, but you are even more stubborn
than me. You had a wonderful chance on your drive back to see one of the
greatest sights on earth, the Grand Canyon, something every American should see
at least once in his life. But for some reason incomprehensible to me you
wanted nothing but to bolt for home as quickly as possible, right back to the
same situation which you see day after day after day. I fear you will follow
this same inclination in the future and thus fail to discover all the wonderful
things that God has placed around us to discover. Don't settle down and sit in
one place. Move around, be nomadic, make each day a new horizon. You are still
going to live a long time, Ron, and it would be a shame if you did not take the
opportunity to revolutionize your life and move into an entirely new realm of
experience.
You are wrong if you think Joy emanates
only or principally from human relationships. God has placed it all around us.
It is in everything and anything we might experience. We just have to have the
courage to turn against our habitual lifestyle and engage in unconventional living.
My point is that you do not need me or
anyone else around to bring this kind of light in your life. It is simply
waiting out there for you to grasp it, and all you have to do is reach for it.
The only person you are fighting is yourself and your stubbornness to engage in
new circumstances.
Ron, I really hope that as soon as you
can you will get out of Salton City, put a little camper on the back of your
pickup, and start seeing some of the great work that God has done here in the
American West. You will see things and meet people and there is much to learn
from them. And you must do it economy style, no motels, do your own cooking, as
a general rule spend as little as possible and you will enjoy it much more
immensely. I hope that the next time I see you, you will be a new man with a
vast array of new adventures and experiences behind you. Don't hesitate or
allow yourself to make excuses. Just get out and do it. Just get out and do it.
You will be very, very glad that you did.
Take care Ron,
Alex (a new name the Chris he gave
himself)
(end of Chris letter)
I
know this sounds a little preachy, but for some I hope it does move them. I
believe there is so much more to see in the world than one freeway
corridor. However I know it might be
tough for people to leave situations such as jobs, family, and home life. But I think it’s healthy to leave these
securities to grow independently or as a family to challenge one’s contentment and
to seek adventure.
Sam and Katie, I am so excited that you are willing to leave all behind and trust God for your future. I am sure that it won't be a piece of cake, but I know that you are in Gods hands and that is such a sweet spot to be, trust Him with all your heart ! :)
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Thanks Mark. Under God's protection is a great place to be. I love the gift of free will. There is so much beauty in life because of it. Exploring the world and needed Him during the journey is what I'm looking for.
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